Well, sorry about not corresponding. It's been busy. And since Valentine's Day is coming up, I need to get writing again.

I now have my CPAP machine and it has helped! I actually started having dreams - not that I can remember them, but I do know I have dreamed most nights. And some unexpected benefits that I didn't foresee, but if I tell you then you will get TMI (too much information) about me.

Thinking about Valentine's Day - sometimes I wish I had someone to care about me - a guy - so that I could feel what many other people feel - passion about someone else. Maybe love is a many splendid thing - I wouldn't know. I have never been in love. I have resigned myself to never experiencing that emotion with a member of the opposite sex. Actually I gave that up in my 30s.


Whoa - you say - how sad. Not really. I love a lot of people, just not in that way. Maybe one day I might believe in love again, I don't know. That's not for me to say, but a greater power.

Anyway, tonight is the start of the Westminster dog show. What fun!